Got told to come home early after I was promised a week because he needed time alone to sort out his life. Few days later, someone else comes over to stay with him and she’s leaving today. Now I can’t see him for another few weeks. So I get to see my best friend for a couple of days once every month after all the shit we’ve been through. If I could risk being completely alone, I would ditch him because I know deep inside I deserve better. But I don’t want to be alone. Not after the past week.